Hello everyone! Again. Well the next biggest thing on my agenda since my last post is what I want to be for Halloween. I know it is EXTREMELY early but the earlier I figure it out the easier it will be. This is one of my favorite times of the year. I love the cool air the leaves changing color and Halloween. Its the only time of the year you can dress like anything you want and not get judged for it. Most girls my age go for the "It's Halloween so I can look like a whore and dress in my underwear." Don't get me wrong I like to feel sexy and since losing weight I can't wait to show off my new body. I just don't know what I want to be. I don't exactly know what I want to be yet. Last two years me and my ex were together and we wanted to kind of go together. Also he didn't like me looking too terribly sexy without him so I got my Halloween costumes mostly for him. One year I was his undead bride and then I was his sexy cop. Now that I look back I understand that he was a little too controlling. This year I can do what I want and the possibilities are limitless which makes my decision even harder. I am trying to lose enough weight to look my best. That way Halloween can be a blast for me. I can look good and maybe have a little more fun then usual. I am getting excited and I cant wait to see what's going to happen!! If anybody has any ideas feel free to comment! Everybody have fun I have to go and study for my tests on Friday!